i love you, i love you not.
so well i haven't done much this week so far. i've just watch grimm and the olymics and going to drivers ed.
well one of my friends just told me happy birthday when its not my birthday today.....lol.
well i probably should go to sleep now but that might not happen.
goodnight!
well one of my friends just told me happy birthday when its not my birthday today.....lol.
well i probably should go to sleep now but that might not happen.
goodnight!
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Friday:
I was texting Lily about that night. Well, i told her that i was going to a bonfire... i knew she was invited to it too. She texted me back, "Oh, i was gonna ask you if you could sleep over tonight."
well.... i knew Meredith and Jade was already sleeping over there. i felt like i was her last pick. Even though a few weeks ago we were talking about her tent sleepover. When i was on the phone with her, i really didn't know what to say to her, but i found out from her that it was the tent sleepover, so i knew that Bonnie, Ally, and Annie were also invited. It seemed like Lily asked me last.... and trust me i can see inside her. I was so mad that she didn't ask me until i told her i was already going somewhere. If she asked me when she asked the others, i would have been able to go. Meredith and Jade already were going to Lily's when Ginny asked them if they could go to her bonfire.
Anyways, i was mad at Lily for that. But, I had a really fun time at Ginny's. I went with Lindsey, and i knew that she wasn't invited to Lily's when Lily asked me so i couldn't ditch her for Lily's tent sleepover. (the tent sleepover is an annual thing)
Saturday:
I'm not actually sure what i did but i think i was just cleaning my room... it looks super clean and weird now.
Sunday: I went over my Grandpa's house to help pack because he's moving but again i did nothing basically. Then, i went to my friend Andi's house and i had fun. When i came home, i continued cleaning my room. At night time, things with Lily seem to be getting better. We actually had a real conversation (text messages) that bestfriends should be having.
We talked about some guy that she liked and problems she had with it and yeah basically about guys haha. We were texting each other until like 1:00 in the morning. It seemed like how we were like in 6th grade which was like 4 years ago or so.
Monday:
I had a busy day with soccer. I had a annual college combine with my club soccer team. In the morning from 9- 11:30 we had stations that were 30 minutes each that were run by college soccer coaches and there was also other coaches watching. then we had lunch and then some meeting thing. From 1:30- 3:00 we had scrimitches. my team tied the first game 1-1 and won the second game 4-1.
Later, i had drivers ed from 4- 5:30. Then i had a soccer game, that i started at 6:30 and i had to be there at 6. (this was with my school's summer league.- it was jv and varsity players from last year...i was on jv as a freshman)
Tuesday:
This day was the same as Monday, but without the soccer game with my school. After drivers ed, i was going to hang out with Lily but she remembered that she had conference for tennis the next day and should go to bed earlier so we didn't do anything.
I was texting Lily about that night. Well, i told her that i was going to a bonfire... i knew she was invited to it too. She texted me back, "Oh, i was gonna ask you if you could sleep over tonight."
well.... i knew Meredith and Jade was already sleeping over there. i felt like i was her last pick. Even though a few weeks ago we were talking about her tent sleepover. When i was on the phone with her, i really didn't know what to say to her, but i found out from her that it was the tent sleepover, so i knew that Bonnie, Ally, and Annie were also invited. It seemed like Lily asked me last.... and trust me i can see inside her. I was so mad that she didn't ask me until i told her i was already going somewhere. If she asked me when she asked the others, i would have been able to go. Meredith and Jade already were going to Lily's when Ginny asked them if they could go to her bonfire.
Anyways, i was mad at Lily for that. But, I had a really fun time at Ginny's. I went with Lindsey, and i knew that she wasn't invited to Lily's when Lily asked me so i couldn't ditch her for Lily's tent sleepover. (the tent sleepover is an annual thing)
Saturday:
I'm not actually sure what i did but i think i was just cleaning my room... it looks super clean and weird now.
Sunday: I went over my Grandpa's house to help pack because he's moving but again i did nothing basically. Then, i went to my friend Andi's house and i had fun. When i came home, i continued cleaning my room. At night time, things with Lily seem to be getting better. We actually had a real conversation (text messages) that bestfriends should be having.
We talked about some guy that she liked and problems she had with it and yeah basically about guys haha. We were texting each other until like 1:00 in the morning. It seemed like how we were like in 6th grade which was like 4 years ago or so.
Monday:
I had a busy day with soccer. I had a annual college combine with my club soccer team. In the morning from 9- 11:30 we had stations that were 30 minutes each that were run by college soccer coaches and there was also other coaches watching. then we had lunch and then some meeting thing. From 1:30- 3:00 we had scrimitches. my team tied the first game 1-1 and won the second game 4-1.
Later, i had drivers ed from 4- 5:30. Then i had a soccer game, that i started at 6:30 and i had to be there at 6. (this was with my school's summer league.- it was jv and varsity players from last year...i was on jv as a freshman)
Tuesday:
This day was the same as Monday, but without the soccer game with my school. After drivers ed, i was going to hang out with Lily but she remembered that she had conference for tennis the next day and should go to bed earlier so we didn't do anything.
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So today i went to my friend's house and she was having a movie night. Well my other friend (let just say her name is Lily) was invited to but she waited until she knew if she had better plans or not..... like usual.
well.... Lily finally responded to Lindsey saying that she could at like 7:00ish or so. (we all got there at 5:45)
Lindsey decided not to respond at all.... pretending not to get it. haha funny.
so well Lily kept on textng Lindsey and called her a few times. Also, she was calling me and Meredith. We all decided not to respond at all. we were all kind of mad at her so that's why we didn't answer her.
Finally after a long time of her trying to get a hold of us, she texted me that she was going to go some where else instead. I didn't care at all. I was actually kind of glad.
Later that night when i got home, i texted Lily telling her sorry that i didn't respond earlier because i was too busy watching a movie (which we did end up watching- Sarah's key.... soo good but sad)
And Lindsey texted Lily the next day that she didn't get the messages and calls until the next day.
well.... Lily finally responded to Lindsey saying that she could at like 7:00ish or so. (we all got there at 5:45)
Lindsey decided not to respond at all.... pretending not to get it. haha funny.
so well Lily kept on textng Lindsey and called her a few times. Also, she was calling me and Meredith. We all decided not to respond at all. we were all kind of mad at her so that's why we didn't answer her.
Finally after a long time of her trying to get a hold of us, she texted me that she was going to go some where else instead. I didn't care at all. I was actually kind of glad.
Later that night when i got home, i texted Lily telling her sorry that i didn't respond earlier because i was too busy watching a movie (which we did end up watching- Sarah's key.... soo good but sad)
And Lindsey texted Lily the next day that she didn't get the messages and calls until the next day.
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Amber:
The bright sun shines on me. The waves splash against my feet. The beach is warm against my bare skin. My family and I are laughing and living like there is no tomorrow. I feel like I belong and can be myself. I grab Gray's hand and we run into the ocean. The water feels nice and warm. We splash each other and the rest of our family who’s sitting on the sand.
This is the first time that I've been to Outer Banks, North Carolina and it is already my favorite place I've been. I think to myself what my life would have been like if i have been with these people my whole life. I am actually happy for once now and finally with my rightful family. But first, there was a hard fight for justice....
The bright sun shines on me. The waves splash against my feet. The beach is warm against my bare skin. My family and I are laughing and living like there is no tomorrow. I feel like I belong and can be myself. I grab Gray's hand and we run into the ocean. The water feels nice and warm. We splash each other and the rest of our family who’s sitting on the sand.
This is the first time that I've been to Outer Banks, North Carolina and it is already my favorite place I've been. I think to myself what my life would have been like if i have been with these people my whole life. I am actually happy for once now and finally with my rightful family. But first, there was a hard fight for justice....
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Do you know what's funny?
Someone that i used to talk to about other friends not being that good of friends is now treating me like how we both didn't like be treated by others. (sorry if it doesn't make sense)
It seems that she doesn't care about me anymore. We are or should i say WERE bestfriends since 2nd grade. Now i feel like we are just friends that aren't even that close.
For about 1 1/2 years i been feeling like this. You would think that best friends tell you basically everything but that's not true in this case. She always seems to tell all are other friends but doesn't tell me on purpose. it gets super annoying.
but now it's gotten to a whole new level.....
she's replaced me with others. ones that at some point were really rude to her. It seems that she does EVERYTHING with them and tells them EVERYTHING.
i was really good friends with them too but it doesn't seem to be so anymore.
well this will be it for now.
Someone that i used to talk to about other friends not being that good of friends is now treating me like how we both didn't like be treated by others. (sorry if it doesn't make sense)
It seems that she doesn't care about me anymore. We are or should i say WERE bestfriends since 2nd grade. Now i feel like we are just friends that aren't even that close.
For about 1 1/2 years i been feeling like this. You would think that best friends tell you basically everything but that's not true in this case. She always seems to tell all are other friends but doesn't tell me on purpose. it gets super annoying.
but now it's gotten to a whole new level.....
she's replaced me with others. ones that at some point were really rude to her. It seems that she does EVERYTHING with them and tells them EVERYTHING.
i was really good friends with them too but it doesn't seem to be so anymore.
well this will be it for now.
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