I was texting Lily about that night. Well, i told her that i was going to a bonfire... i knew she was invited to it too. She texted me back, "Oh, i was gonna ask you if you could sleep over tonight."
well.... i knew Meredith and Jade was already sleeping over there. i felt like i was her last pick. Even though a few weeks ago we were talking about her tent sleepover. When i was on the phone with her, i really didn't know what to say to her, but i found out from her that it was the tent sleepover, so i knew that Bonnie, Ally, and Annie were also invited. It seemed like Lily asked me last.... and trust me i can see inside her. I was so mad that she didn't ask me until i told her i was already going somewhere. If she asked me when she asked the others, i would have been able to go. Meredith and Jade already were going to Lily's when Ginny asked them if they could go to her bonfire.
Anyways, i was mad at Lily for that. But, I had a really fun time at Ginny's. I went with Lindsey, and i knew that she wasn't invited to Lily's when Lily asked me so i couldn't ditch her for Lily's tent sleepover. (the tent sleepover is an annual thing)
I'm not actually sure what i did but i think i was just cleaning my room... it looks super clean and weird now.
Sunday: I went over my Grandpa's house to help pack because he's moving but again i did nothing basically. Then, i went to my friend Andi's house and i had fun. When i came home, i continued cleaning my room. At night time, things with Lily seem to be getting better. We actually had a real conversation (text messages) that bestfriends should be having.
We talked about some guy that she liked and problems she had with it and yeah basically about guys haha. We were texting each other until like 1:00 in the morning. It seemed like how we were like in 6th grade which was like 4 years ago or so.
I had a busy day with soccer. I had a annual college combine with my club soccer team. In the morning from 9- 11:30 we had stations that were 30 minutes each that were run by college soccer coaches and there was also other coaches watching. then we had lunch and then some meeting thing. From 1:30- 3:00 we had scrimitches. my team tied the first game 1-1 and won the second game 4-1.
Later, i had drivers ed from 4- 5:30. Then i had a soccer game, that i started at 6:30 and i had to be there at 6. (this was with my school's summer league.- it was jv and varsity players from last year...i was on jv as a freshman)
This day was the same as Monday, but without the soccer game with my school. After drivers ed, i was going to hang out with Lily but she remembered that she had conference for tennis the next day and should go to bed earlier so we didn't do anything.